Stuck with my projects again 

feel like asking the question in forum but not dare x.x

ask teachers?

well, I rather save the saliva for other uses

I went to recom.org forum again

and again, I was awe-inspired by the people there x.x

talks of A-level, SAM, IB Diploma

and ASEAN Scholarship, JPA etc etc

and other renowned universities like UNHM, Melbourne 

Suddenly the realization strucks me like a lightning bolt

There are still lots of people out there who are

far more outstanding than me

and so now, I shouldn't be so complacent

and slacking around doing nothing

like talking shits in the class x.x

But what I need now is motivation

and it seems like there is no motivation to spur me at all 

once again, I was devastated by a maths question again

Differentiation is so hard when it comes to proving an equation to be true 

Haizz, let's talk about the projects

really have no idea of how to do and start the project

not even a sample to refer except for General Studies

Again, I'd like complain about the school again

Why do we need to do the bullshit correction?
we're not kids anymore

if you insist on having us to do correction for every mistakes made

I think it will just encourage other people to copy the answers

straight from the answer pages behind 

not to mention

didn't the culture of Renaissance teach us to be more inquisitive

and ready to accept the new things?
well, I think 1 of our teacher failed this

because once again,

she insist using the conventional way of hers 

and she doesn't want to accept the ways which I formulated 

wth.

Speaking about the class

THE CLASS IS FREAKING BORING DO YOU KNOW ?!

So how to get motivated ?
every time feel like sleeping in the class

thank God that I do not even doze off in class at all 

Especially physics class .

General Studies class is ok

since the teacher is quite committed 

it's just my problem of not getting enough sleep

speaking of sleep

I also want to voice out my discontentment 

why the heck do I every time have to wake up at 5?! D:

why can't the auntie bus fetch other people first

before coming to fetch me!! D: 

Girls.

cheh, have lost my interest in them liao 

nowadays so sleepy and stress

and now I'm slacking again D:

because I'm stuck with the maths question

fine, should go and sleep now

Thursday is holiday, haven't done my CNY shopping yet

and Friday is a hang out day with old buddies ~   

What I can say is think of the positive side first

because after a hurricane, comes a rainbow

but after the rainbow, the hurricane will come and last for very long again x.x