今天发了一个恶梦
当我在楼下拉下提琴时
突然间听到楼上有钢琴声
跑上去看的时候
突然间看到一个金色短发，样子长得很像 voldermort 的女孩对我微笑
这对我来说满恐怖的啦 =.=

今天超好笑
我看了子豪给我的 video
结果我去叫 kakak 跟我按摩 =.=
不懂为什么她酱保守
好不容易她才肯跟我按 :P
希望这个东西是有效的啦 =.=

最近我承认我太疏忽考试了 D:
我根本只是随便读的
而且“长高”这两个字一直在我的脑海里盘转
过后听了子豪的一番劝告
我决定不会再去想它了
顺其自然吧
船到桥头自然直

be positive is in the progress.. :)

Yet I have to face another problem
tomorrow is exam
YES I KNEW IT EARLIER ALREADY
But I feel like I'm not well prepared
how come? I got revise also
but not as hard as during mid year exam la..

Never mind.
This time it serves as an experiment
of sleeping earlier and wake up with a fresher brain
and sit for examinations :)
because every time the day before exam
I sleep at quite late hours

Hope tomorrow everything is fine
Malay I scared the sentence making I can't make it
And I wonder Redox reaction experiment come out what =.=
Literally I really understand the redox process :)
Just have to be more cautious when answering the question
Sciences and Mathematics are never be the subjects that makes me scare
just language
I hate language =.=
Hope tonight I don't get any insomnia
and tomorrow everything is fine D:

OKLA Nowadays I'm REALLY REALLY gloomy!
because of my current stature.
I didn't know when did I become so fanatic about my stature
and I'm damn pissed off with the fact that
I'm SHORT!
An inexplicable mood
which influence my mood to revise
my mood to surf the web
and my routines. Sigh.

I know that I should be contented that
I'm not born handicapped, mental retarded
or inability in something
but can't I have more? D:
Moreover, my parents aren't tall
( Seriously, I'm now taller than both of them )
Say real, I really resent my current stature
and I'm also quite envy of my friends
as some of them are tall because they've tall parents

Well you know
Because of my stature
it affects my mood heavily
plus I'm always deprive of sleeps everyday
and my current resentment did add on a lots of stress during my school time
even when I'm revising for my exams
The feeling of wanting to grow more more taller
can't be erased from my mind D:

There's a very renowned phrase
"The more you yearn for something,
the more the disappointment might strikes you"
( I translated it from Mandarin )
And I also heard of someone said this before
"Your foolish persistence will only make you perish soon"
( I also translated it from Mandarin )

Haiz
I really do not know who should I seek solace from
T_T
Be positive?
I tried
Exercise?
Trying.
Be contented?
I'm not that virtuous
Reform?
YES I love this word!

SO. REFORM !

DANG!
I really buay tahan la!
Everyday at school so tired liao panda
at night active like owls =.=
how come?!
10.15 p.m. I already went to bed
flip on bed until 11.30+ only fell asleep =(
DAMN LA
So today I forced myself not to take afternoon nap =)
instead I revised Bio D:
exam is around the corner
I think this time I won't stress out
I just simply read .. :D

When you're doing something consider illegal
U really did sweat alot! xD
On Tuesday I got what I wanted d
which my mum don't know de
and I hide it among my clothes in the cupboard
she sure won't find out :D
haha damn bad hor?
but no choice, this is for my future :P
And that day I tumpang Jr's car :D
and I saw Hamidkuah =.=
haha damn funny

Wednesday went to CCC's house to play basketball again
quite satisfy la
every time I'm so scared to bring the ball
but at least now have some courage d
but still sucks :x
need more practise x.x

And sadly, I never kena NS
Yean, and other of my friends all kena ler =.=
I know they will sure show off to me about NS
when they return!
So I feel like going also
But I still wonder is it against His will
I really don't know la D:

Nowadays I really have a lot of personal problems
I still can't choose between Matric and STPM
But probably I'll opt for STPM la...
Haiz Today hor I went Jusco
I stacked all the subjects book which I intended to take during Form 6
who knows.. it's damn thick
Haiz D:
I still can't stay away from books after my SPM la D:

Nowadays I'm really very no mood lor!
damn ..
feel so lethargic in school
and problems floating on my mind
and the 'something'
is bothering me too la!
If I really can't make it
I will choose to accept the fact.
But now I'm still hoping my miracles~
Now I'm going to SLEEP liao!

Wah, today really waste my time lor!
and I lied alot today la
because of my 'secret mission'
but it fails. HAHA
Who knows that I'm damn bad luck =.=

So I decided
to do it again on Tuesday
coz Tuesday 1 pm school ends
and then 2.30 I only go duty as librarian
so the 1.30 hours I make use of it la of coz
I really have no choice /.\
Today is fated to fail one
now I only get to know this =.=
nvm, don't give up! haha
Tuesday I think I'm able to finish this mission :)

Frank Lampard
183cm



최시원 / Choi Si Won
183cm



강지환 / Kang Ji Hwan
184cm
73kg

You would think that I'm gay
But you can think whatever u like =.=
There is something I very envy of D:
I won't tell here haha
But very easy guess de

Tomorrow I really have to carry out my secret mission d la!
can't wait already. still wait for what?
btw, it's a secret mission
so I won't say what thing is it also :P
and today I revise BIO chapter 3
talk about hormones one
and it inspires me again
those 'things' also inspires me alot haha
coz I said liao
I'm not that kind of people that can give up easily
and my full plan will be carried out on Monday I think :x
hope I success.
but have u heard of
the more u yearn for something
the more the disappointment might strike u D:
but I don't mind la
I haven't try before how I know the outcome D:
let's see the outcome 4 years later ... :D
Reformation~ I kinda like this word

Girl I'm sorry~
Girl I'm sorry

....
~~~~

This song is amazing!
MBLAQ - I Belong To You
so catchy..

HAHAHAHA, Today I only watch 1.30 hour PPS
pro or not? so little.
coz I revise la =.=
SPM is drawing near.
if don't revise, how to achieve my dream?
haha

Today is the stupid day
but the short marathon quite fun
Seriously, I love this activity
btw, got coco marks also :P
and u know
the moment after you have intense exercise
ur body is radiating lots of heat
and your sweat is rolling out from ur body
the feeling is damn good man!

and hor, I really wonder
during the jalinan mesra
why other parents talk to long de? =.="
haiz, I don't know la
it's not parents problem or teacher
just be more hardworking la .. aiyo
study more, don't understand just ask friend or teacher la

Hari Keusahawanan ( I think it's call canteen day )
is awesome and momentous! :D
It was raining that day D:
though I went everywhere to promote 5A Rockss food :D
and kinda relief is that
they did bought my things :)
Very funny haha
the french fries is RM1.50 / each
I say liao many times, no ppl want to buy
then a bulb appear on my head.. ~~
I said " Buy 1 free 1, RM3 "
and people really buy :P
that day I was half drenched
and my shoes wet d =.=
so uncomfortable while walking.

1 more thing
I'm freaking happy about something!
I won't tell here :P
I will see the results first.
But this mission I have to carry out secretly
I'm still choosing a date for it
tomorrow too lazy =.= maybe next Saturday
:D !! really can't wait liao